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I got home a day earlier, and today I managed to meet up with 2 of the longest lasting, most treasured friends I have.
More importantly, I’ve also met up with the 2 aunts who brought me up till I was 7, one of whom lives in Japan now and I usually see only during Hari Raya.
I shall not continue this post because this whole leaving-everything-behind deal is starting to make me feel really sad.
To internalise:-
and my personal favourite,
Steve Aoki at Zouk, call me if you’re interested. We’ll have a blast!
So tell me, what is the damn point of me going down this very unnecessarily terrifying new route, that might or might not be of worth to me in the long run, if my new encounters are simply manifestations of what I’ve stuck through before, minus a dick?
I came this far because I thought a change was in order. I took a huge step for myself in a very risky direction just as so I can put a definite stop to tiring old ways. But you, you might just be proof that the devil indeed comes in every shape, size, and apparently, gender too.
And me, I’m just living proof that no matter which angle you bend the damn arrow, players will still be just players, and girls who are attracted to players (and only players) will still be just that.
You may have just ruined my last remaining bit of faith in humankind. This is dreadful, I swear. Do you see the gravity of this?!
I can’t stop this thing short, that’ll be lame. But I won’t play either, cause then that’ll defeat the purpose of you in the first place. So this is what I am going to do. I am going to start being honest. So brutally honest. No more pretense, no more hiding. Everything’s going to come out, and then I’m going to demand for an answer, and if it’s a no, I am moving on. I may find you hot, true, but please remember, I still hold both cards in my hands. I can switch anytime I like and you’d be forgotten faster than you can say gay.
I have also adopted a no return policy of late, to ensure space for newer, fresher stock; and I dare say I have been keeping at that rather well.
And you… You better start thinking hard about what you really mean to say cause the next wish that you make? Well you might just get it, beautiful.
Sidenote, Zouk was terrific. So was Marco V. It’s now 7.41am. Goodnight world.
I wish I had better pictures for you, but these are the best ones I’ve got. Mabok’s pictures are way better, by a whole mile… Well obviously la, someone’s photographing models already what now.
Icha, Zaini, Nat.
Icha & Nat, post walk.
Mahes, and Nash’s kavadi and Zaini in the background.
This is Nash and I think he looked amazing.
Will update with truck loads of photos soon. For now I need to worry about a physiology essay, and getting enough rest so that I won’t sleep through tomorrow morning’s lab.
